Tuesday, May 3, 2011

A Secret Place



It has been a really long time since I have posted on my blog. Today the sun is shining, the air is crisp ... and the milo is hot!! Today is a good day for an update... today is a good day to thank all of the people that have walked this part of the journey with me ....
I have been posting snippets of my heart and my journey on my Face Book wall .. this seemed to be the most I could do for a while :-)  ... but today I feel as though lightness of heart is returning and the ability to express my heart in words and share it ... is once again something that I can do. Firstly I want to thank all of my beautiful friends and family and sisters in YAH who have encouraged me with their words and supported me with their prayers and love ... you will never know just how much your friendship means to me ... I have seen the heart of my Father in each one of you and I appreciate each one of you so very very much! Your willingness to lay down your lives for me in prayer has astounded me and encouraged me to grow in this area too ... you are truly beautiful each and every one of you! I love you guys and even though some of us may be seperated by many miles ... your fiendship is no less real than if you were right next door! To each and every one of you  I say THANK YOU!!
The last 5 mnths have been the most challenging of the journey so far ... even though YAH does prepare your heart in advance, you never feel quite prepared for the curve balls that seem to take you by surprise when you least expect them to! But even in these ... you realise HE is always in control and always teaching and leading, guiding ... and turning everything to the good! My divorce is almost final ... Matt and I realised a while back already that our paths would be seperating and that YAH has different plans for the both of us, the beauty in all of this has been to see the anointing of YAH all over this process of seperation ... there is a deep sense of Shalom and friendship. Only YAH's gentle hands could mould this so beautifully! I must admit that YHVH has stepped out of the box I had Him in and into my life in a very real and determined way in these last couple of months. I did not realise that I had Him in a box ... I did not realise that YAH would in fact work all of these things into my life to move me to where it is that He has purposed that I should be ... that yes ... even divorce would be part of His plan. I believe that YAH will work with Matt in a very real way ... and He has told me not to worry that HE has Matt safely in His hands :-) .... so I trust.
As I take the next steps on this journey ... I have such conflicting emotions, on the one hand I have joy like I have never known ... hope ... I feel excited and a deep sense of Shalom, but on the other hand ... I am afraid and have deep grieving  that I am still working through. I know that I am standing on the precipice of the rest of my life, and YAH is telling me to take the step ... HE will not let me fall!! He has been so faithful!! He has given me word upon word and confirmation upon confirmation, word that has been confirmed almost word for word from people on different continents ... to those who have been obedient in sharing YAH's word and encouragement  with me I say THANK YOU!!
To YHVH my King and Elohim I thank you above all ... for your great love, tenderness and mercy toward me, for taking me and making me into a daughter of Israel, into a daughter of the most High Elohim ... for giving me life and creating for me newness of life!! For loosening the bonds of slavery and leading me to freedom!! For stepping into my life and allowing me to 'see' You ... for allowing me to get to know You more intimately ... and to fall in love with you my King and HERO all over again!! Wherever the path ahead may lead ... perhaps new places ... new people ... new experiences .... may they all be for your Glory and service my Abba. You are the only one that can make me smile the way that you do ... and I love the way that you love me!!
It has been in these last months that YHVH has shown me the most beautiful place inside of Him ... a secret place ... where His beauty radiates, His strength surrounds me and His Shalom reigns ... and even though the crashing waves surround me .... I know that I am anchored and will not be overwhelmed!
Each and every one of you YHVH used as a guiding light to this place ... I pray that by His grace I will be able to remind you where it is when you are in need too!

I love you soooo much ..... The list of names would be too many to put here ... but you know who you are!

Blessings and Shalom
Your sister



Thursday, March 31, 2011

My Hero






My Hero

'My Hero came for me .... He is faithful to His promises .... and faithful to me
My Hero came for me .... even before I had any knowledge of who He is
That I need Him or that He even exists
His life-giving promises were made to me before I was born
He remembered me .... He has known me for all time
My Hero came for me .... now for the first time I am loved with an everlasting love and held
tenderly in the arms of a Warrior .... of a King.

The day my Hero came for me .... the heavens opened, the earth shook and trembled ....
The very foundations of the hills were troubled and moved
Thick darkness was under His feet, He rode on the wings of the wind
The heavens thundered and roared
The very foundations of the earth were revealed from His rebuke
Coals were kindled by the fire from His mouth .... He gave forth His voice
His arrows skillfully finding their mark.

He reached down and took me
He drew me out of many waters
He delivered me from my strong enemy and from those hating me
For they were stronger than I
He brought me forth to a large place, a watered place of safety and deep Shalom
My Hero delights in me .... He delighted in me before I even knew to give Him my heart.

And now .... He teaches me of His ways
He has given me His heart with the promise that He will never leave me
Nor forsake me and that I will never walk alone
He has enlightened my darkness and is the light I now live by

Daily His strength upholds me and instructs me in the battle against
The enemy of my soul
He teaches my hands to war
He is my shield .... He is my rock
He makes my feet like hinds feet and on my high places He causes me to stand
He enlarges my step under me .... my feet stand sure
With His strong right hand He supports me.

I am now ready .... and we move out to the battle
His words assure my heart that the battle is really His
He encourages me to stay close
I pursue my enemies and overtake them
Not one is left standing
One by one they fall under my feet and are beaten as dust before the wind
He girds me with strength for the battle
His faithfulness brings me the victory
Once again I am quieted .... and find rest in His arms.

My Hero is the King of Kings and Elohim of Glory

The Praised One .... I call Him YHVH ....

And from all my enemies I am saved.




Tuesday, March 8, 2011

The Maccabeats - Purim Song





I really enjoy the Maccabeats! Their Purim Song is now added to my list of ‘favourite things’!


Enjoy!!

 
 

Halaal Food and Beef in the Market Place



I am posting this article in response to an earlier post that I did on halaal food. This article was written by a good friend and I find it has helped to give me clarity and undertanding on this often confusing subject. I will be posting one or two more articles on this subject in the near future. Thank you Tim and Lauren for allowing me to post this article on my blog. You can read more of their very well researched and informative articles over at    http://www.seekingtruthintorah.blogspot.com/






1st Cor. 10:23-18 - Beef in the Market Place!



In 1st Corinthians 8, Rabbi Sha’ul seems to allow the believer to enter the pagan shrine and eat the sacrificial meat. His reasoning? “The Idol is nothing”. This would seem to contradict Yakov in Acts 15. But Morris rightly points out that chapter eight wasn’t Paul’s final words of the subject. In truth it only brings out his thoughts that an idol is nothing.

Morris writes that Rabbi Sha’ul,

“is certainly not giving his own full idea on the matter, for he later says that what is sacrificed to idols is actually sacrificed to devils (10:20). There are spiritual beings behind the idols, though not the ones their worshippers thought. But here this is not the point. Rabbi Sha’ul is prepared to agree that the gods the heathen worship are no gods 1.

Rabbi Sha’ul also speaks of not making one’s brother stumble if he saw the believer in the pagan temple 2. By dealing with the issue of temple attendance this way, he is saying that the believer shouldn’t be seem in the temple even though the idol is nothing. This is his way of prohibiting the believer who thinks that there is nothing wrong with eating the meat at the temple.

When Rabbi Sha’ul speaks of the sacrificial meat (table of demons) in 10:21 he reveals his fuller thoughts on the subject by declaring that they weren’t to do that. With meat in the market, the main difference is that the believer is not a participant in the temple sacrifice. This is an important distinction. In 1 Cor. 10-23-28 Rabbi Sha’ul writes:

1Co 10:23 All is permitted me, but not all do profit. All is permitted me, but not all build up.

1Co 10:24 Let no one seek his own, but each one that of the other.

1Co 10:25 You eat whatever is sold in the meat market, asking no questions because of conscience,

1Co 10:26 for “The earth belongs to יהוה , and all that fills it.”

1Co 10:27 And if any of the unbelievers invite you, and you wish to go, you eat whatever is set before you, asking no question on account of the conscience.

1Co 10:28 And if anyone says to you, “This was offered to idols,” do not eat it because of the one pointing it out to you, and on account of the conscience, for “The earth belongs to יהוה , and all that fills it.”

In chapter six the understanding that all things were lawful for Sha’ul meant theoretically, he too was able to do anything he wanted within Roman jusisprudence. For Rabbi Sha’ul the phrase “eating anything” would fall within the boundaries of “anything” that YHVH declared to be clean. He wouldn’t eat a ham sandwich because he knew that it was a sin for him and for others 3. The text is not speaking about clean vs unclean meat but meat sacrificed to idols. Rabbi Sha’ul isn’t authorizing the eating of unclean meat. He is saying it’s alright to eat meat bought at the market (or meat given for
dinner in another’s home which had been sacrificed and then sold at the market), as long as one didn’t know it had been sacrificed.

From two very important passages of Scripture 4 it has seemed to some that Rabbi Sha’ul is contradicting both Yeshua and Ya’kov in allowing believers to eat meat offered or sacrificed to idols. But Ya’kov admonished the Gentile believers not to eat meat that was literally just sacrificed on the altar, specifically referring to it in Acts 15:20 as “the pollutions of idols”. In 1st Cor. 10, Rabbi Sha’ul forbids the same thing. Eating from the table of demons spoke of eating the just sacrificed animal, the person actually participating in the sacrifice and worship of another god. (The same would apply to the drinking of its blood 5).

In Revelation 2:20-21 Yeshua comes against eating of the meat at the time of sacrifice (and cult prostitution and fornication),

Rev 2:20 Notwithstanding I have a few things against thee, because thou sufferest that woman Jezebel, which calleth herself a prophetess, to teach and to seduce my servants to commit fornication, and to eat things sacrificed unto idols.

Rev 2:21 And I gave her space to repent of her fornication; and she repented not 6.
These Gentile believers at Thyatira were indulging in temple prostitution and eating the animal sacrificed to the idol within the framework of a pagan ceremony. Yeshua declared it was wrong to eat that meat, and of course to have sex with the cult harlots. He said Jezebel was teaching and seducing those believers into doing just that....offering “worship” to another god as a believer. In other words she taught this was and acceptable practise.

Rabbi Sha’ul allows believers to eat of sacrificial meat 7 but not at the sacrifice to the god. It pertains to the Gentile in the marketplace seeking to buy some meat. They’re told by Rabbi Sha’ul not to ask if it had been sacrificed, which means that all meat sold in the market didn’t come from pagan sacrifices. This is how Rabbi Sha’ul could say what he does and not be coming against Yeshua or James. Rabbi Sha’ul allows the Gentile to eat this meat because “idols are nothing” 8 and the Earth is YHVH’s and everything in it 9.

Some of the meat in the marketplace would come from pagan sacrifice, the pagan priests selling the excess to the vendors in the market. This was common. Morris states, “The priests customarily sole what they could not use” 10

Other meat might be “blessed” by a pagan priest and then slaughtered in the marketplace by the “butcher” (but not literally sacrificed on a pagan altar). With the blessing of the pagan priest the meat would be seen as “fit for consumption” having received the pagan “seal of approval”. But it might
concern some believers even though it hadn’t been part of a sacrificial ceremony 11. This is why Rabbi Sha’ul can tell them they can eat the meat in the market. Just don’t ask if it was sacrificed.

Why Rabbi Sha’ul told them not to eat the meat if the unbeliever said it was from a pagan sacrifice rests on not confusing the unbeliever in terms of being able to present the Great News to them. What he’s not saying (“don’t ask”) is that if someone puts pork chops in front of you, you can eat it. No. Rabbi Sha’ul is addressing the problem of meat bought at the market or eaten an unbelievers home that may have been used in a pagan sacrifice, not which meat to eat (clean vs unclean). In the year and a half that Rabbi Sha’ul taught the believers in Corinth 12, he most likely would have had a few classes on the dietary laws 13.

Rabbi Sha;ul wasn’t rebelling against Ya’kov14 in his allowing the Corinthians to eat meat from the market even if it had been part of a sacrificial rite. His teaching compliments what Ya’kov wrote, addressing the issue of sacrificial meat in the market 15.

First Corinthians ten deals with cult harlotry and some Corinthians believers engaging in it, along with the eating of sacrificial meat from the pagan altar and the drinking of blood from the sacrifice. Rabbi Sha’ul warns them to flee from it, presenting the Baal Peor 16 affair to show the Corinthians that their salvation would be nullified if they continued in sacrificial and sexually idolatrous practices.

Ya’kov’s rules in Acts 15: 20-21, were certainly needed in the Corinthian congregation. This only emphasises the Law of Moshe, so the believer can be “fully equipped for every good work”. The Corinthian assembly fell behind none of the other assemblies in the Gifts of the Spirit 17 yet their need for instruction in the laws of righteousness was all too evident 18.

 
 
1 Morris. 1 Corinthians,p.122.

2 1 Cor. 8:7-13.
3 See 1st Timothy 4:4-5 and note the two qualifications for what makes food acceptable to eat: prayer and the word of YHVH (i.e the Scriptures, specifically Lev 11), not just prayer
.4 Acts 15:20 (refer to Why all this stumbling over Acts 15 part 1 and 2 on our blogger. www.seekingtruthintorah.blogspot.com/), and Revelation 2:20.

5 1 Corinthians 10:16-22.
6 KJV.
7 1 Cor. 10;23-28.
8 1 Cor 8:4,7,10.
9 1 Cor 10:28; Ex.9:29, Ps. 24:1.
10 Morris. 1 Corinthians. Pg. 120.
11 This is what Rabbi Sha’ul addressed in Romans 14 (refer to the article Paul Romans 14 and the Dietary Laws: http://seekingtruthintorah.blogspot.com/2010/12/paul-romans-chapter-14-and-dietary-laws.html) not clean vs unclean meats. This also happens in South African today where Moslem “priests” offer their blessing to Allah before the animals are slaughtered for market. When one goes to the grocery store to buy meat, this is the only meat offered. It has the Moslem religious seal on the wrapper declaring that the meat was offered to Allah and is “fit to eat”.

12 Acts 18:11.
13 Lev 3:17; 11:1-47; Deut 12:16, 23; 14:1-21.
14 Better known as James (Acts 15:20-21).
15 Again I urge you to read the article on the blogger “Why all the stumbling over Acts 15 part 1 &2: http://seekingtruthintorah.blogspot.com/2010/12/act-1520-but-that-we-write-to-them-to.html
16 Numbers





Blessings and Shalom!!


Friday, March 4, 2011

The Book Of Awesome!!



OK ... so it's been awhile! I haven't felt much like blogging of late. I have my good days ... and bad days ... good moments ... and bad moments, but the light and love of YHVH our Elohim has a miraculous way of breaking through these times and causing my eyes once again to be lifted to the hills from whence comes my help! I praise you YAH my King!!
So on a much lighter note :o) ... I have just found the most incredible little book! A treasure trove of light heartedness, guaranteed to lift the spirits! I found this little book quite by chance (or maybe not) ... I guess I should know by now that Yeshua knows what I am in need of before I myself even know :o) and this book is a wonderful reminder, to stop and take notice of the little moments throughout out our day. The moments that seem meaningless and yes, maybe even a little tedious. To really appreciate all these wonderful , precious moments that indeed contribute to this gift of life. To change our perspective a little ... and to start seeing these moments for what they are ....AWESOME!!

'Sometimes it's easy to forget the things that make us smile. With a 24/7 news cycle reporting that the polar ice caps are melting, hurricanes are swirling in the seas, wars are heating up around the world, and the job market is in a deep freeze, it's tempting to feel that the world is falling apart. But awesome things are all around us - sometimes we just need someone to point them out.
The Book of Awesome reminds us that the best things in life are free (yes' your grandma was right). With laugh-out-loud observations from award-winning comedy writer Neil Pasricha, The Book of Awesome is filled with smile-inducing moments on every page that make you feel like a kid looking at the world for the first time. Read it and you'll remember all the things there are to feel good about. The Book of Awesome reminds us of all the little things that we often overlook but that make us smile. With toucing, warm, and funny observations, each entry ends with the big booming feeling you'll get when you read through them: AWESOME!'

I really recommend this book .... and I have even decided to incorporate the word AWESOME into my daily vocabulary to remind myself ... that ... hey .. these moments are truly AWESOME!!

ENJOY!!


Blessings and Shalom


Friday, February 11, 2011

You shall make Holy Garments for your brother Aharon, for Honor and Beauty...




I wanted to share this beautifully written short article with you this Shabbat. Sometimes we need to take a step back and re-focus ... re-assess. This world has a way of lulling one to sleep, we can get so distracted by what it has to offer ... after all, what is on offer is so delightfully packaged, and sometimes our flesh just wants to be indulged. ‘Come on ... live a little!!’ ... ‘It’s harmless fun!!’ – these are just some of the ‘voices’ we may have to contend with. When we, however, allow ourselves to take that step back ... to allow YHVH to help us to re-focus. When our eyes are once again placed on Him alone ... this world and all it has to offer fades into the distance! Praise YAH!!




'We live in a virtual world. Via the internet we can travel in an instant from one "reality" to another. The film director James Cameron invested millions of dollars in developing cutting edge computer technology for the purpose of creating an illusion of three dimensions. The effect was so compelling that viewers in the theatre flinched in fear as characters and objects seem to fly out at them. "Reality" shows abound, which bear no resemblance to real reality. In fact, the modern world seems to be engaged in a vast retreat from reality, substituting true reality with virtual.


Actors can now be outfitted with special suits covered with electrodes, which, connected to a computer, can recreate a digital map of the actors every motion, upon which a virtual computer generated image of an imaginary being can be laid, creating an ever so realistic rendering of a non-existing entity. Time and space can be deconstructed and reconstructed in this virtual pixel-friendly world.


Hundreds of million dollars and some of today's very brightest minds are invested in creating an ever expanding virtual universe. But alas, the virtual worlds which are being woven before our very eyes every day, lack any real substance. And more to the point, the characters that inhabit them lack souls, and the masters of these universes are not G-d, but mortal man. These virtual worlds are no more real than the conjurings of the magicians of ancient Egypt. And its all being done in the name of profiting from what we moderns call "leisure time," a concept which itself seems to smack of paganity. Did G-d really create us mortal beings with a limited stay upon this earth so that we can while away our idle time in virtual frivolity?


Now try imagining a place where the reality is not virtual, but real, very real. This reality is so real, so true and so pure that it transcends our everyday reality and merges with the source and the light of all reality. This is the Holy Temple, a reality filled with the presence of G-d, emanating from the Holy of Holies, the most sacred spot on earth, spreading forth and reaching out, filling all the confines of the Holy Temple and its courtyards, into the holy city of Jerusalem, the sacred land of Israel and throughout the entire world. G-d's presence: in other words, reality. Real reality as G-d defines it. Not virtual reality as man imagines it.


The High Priest, the kohen gadol, is outfitted with a special garment, whose every detail is painstakingly described in Torah. The fibers of purple and blue and scarlet and gold, the ply of the threads, the weave of the fabric are all described for the finest dyers and spinners and weavers and outfitters to fashion. The twelve stones of the High Priest's breastplate and the two stones that are placed upon each shoulder are identified by Torah, for the finest jewelers and stone cutters and polishers to craft and to set in place. The tzitz, the solid gold crown which sits across the High Priest's forehead is detailed by Torah for the most highly skilled goldsmith to form and to fashion.


These priestly garments, every fiber and every flashing facet of every finely cut stone and gold chain and golden crown, upon which is engraved, "Holy to HaShem," the blue tunic and the linen pants all are plugged in and connected, not to a computer, but to G-d and also to man, every man. It is true that only the High Priest, wearer of the Priestly garments can enter the Holy of Holies, and that no other man other than he can enter. But the High Priest can only enter wearing his specially crafted garments, and that is because, not only do they express an unbreakable connection to G-d, but because they also express an impregnable bond to every man. Every fiber and every flashing facet of every finely cut stone and gold chain and golden crown, "Holy to HaShem," the blue tunic and the linen pants express and reflect every facet of our spiritual beings, our passions, our strengths and aspirations, our weaknesses and our faults. And wearing these garments of "honor and beauty," the High Priest stands before G-d in the Holy Temple in Jerusalem. He stands alone before G-d, but the garment belongs to all of us. Through the wearing of these garments we all enter the reality of the Holy Temple. This is the reality that G-d has enabled us to access. Real, not virtual, pure, not defiled. Where time isn't occupied by leisure, but every moment rings true. This is the reality that truly leaps out at us and that draws us in to the presence of G-d. And what a reality this is: the Holy Temple.'


- Article by The Temple Institute



May you and your family delight and rest deeply in the richest blessing of YHVH this Shabbat ... Himself.



Blessings and Shalom




Wednesday, February 9, 2011

Runner's Kick





Runner's Kick



I read this article with tears in my eyes ... and then I found the biggest grin spreading across my face!
Thank you YAH .. Praise you Almighty Elohim ... Creator of Heaven and Earth!!

I hope you will take the time to read this article .. it might just be the inspiration you need for today!
It was for me!!


Blessings!!



Tuesday, February 8, 2011

Broken Cisterns and The Living Water



I just wanted to send out a short post letting you all know that I am still here :o)
Many of my friends on Face Book already know that things are a little tough around here at the moment. I don't know where the path will lead that lies ahead ... I know that I am in the hands of YHVH my King, my Saviour ... I know that all things are possible.
My husband has been living away from home for almost 4 weeks now. The situation unfortunately is not just as simple as not getting along :o(  It is alot more serious ... the root being a division of faith. This division has always been there, it wasn't really felt so badly when I was in mainstream christianity but now ... the gulf has widened between us all that much more since I have been convicted and led of YHVH to know and walk in His ways ... His Torah.
I have never forced my convictions upon him ... and as far as possible I believe that I have tried to be a good wife. But I guess we all know that YHVH's Torah does divide and seperate and because of the changes inside of me .. there have been  changes in how I now choose to live ie Shabbat, eating clean, watching TV and generally joining in with the entertainment that the world offers. I realise that these changes have been incredibly hard for him .. but I also realise that he needs to be challenged too. There has been much hurt sown into my home and into the lives of my children due to him not serving YHVH .. choices and decisions that he has made that have directly affected each one of us and  there are alot of pieces that I have to now pick up and try to sort through.
I am seeking YHVH every second of the day .... for wisdom, understanding in what it is that I should do or say. Ultimately my husband sees Torah and my relationship with YHVH as his greatest competition :o( and wants me to go back to the way I was ... he misses me ... he wants me to be 'normal' again. Is this request even remotely possible to acquesce to? I have spent days ad naseum going around and around in my head .. asking questions ... trying to find the answers.
The only answer that I am sure of is this ... I have to love YHVH more ... even if the counsel of unsaved family and friends threatens to send my lifeboat capsizing! I have been insulted  by those closest to me and I have had the enemies words shot at me like flaming arrows that have sometimes found their mark and left me tending to wounds for a couple of days. There are days that the light seems to have been switched off and I simply cannot see :o( But in all of this I have known and felt the love of the Father tangibly. I have felt His arms wrap around me and lift me to my feet again. I cannot turn back but I pray and hope that my husband will ... through YHVH's grace ... join me on this beautiful life-giving journey. I pray that his heart will be circumsised and the chaos and desctruction will finally give way to Shalom in my home. Until then I must be strong in Him, I must hold my head up high as the daughter of the most High Elohim and I must remember that the battle is His and not mine (even though it feels otherwise most days!).
I would really like to thank with all of my heart and soul my Abba .. who has been so very gracious to me in giving and blessing me with the children that he has. They have and continue to be the instruments of YHVH's love and grace toward me. My daughter Rachel has been a pillar of strength and has demonstrated wisdom beyond her years. I am often in awe of her heart and desire to serve and know YHVH ... she has had to help and steady mom on some days (most actually!) and is truly a young woman of YHVH. She is truly an example of a life surrendered and she is truly one of YHVH's masterpieces ... He is so very proud of her, the reason I know this is because ...I am!!
My beautiful son Michael ... wow!! When did he stop being my little boy and become a young man of integrity and strength??? When did my arms stop being the arms of refuge for his hurts and his arms become a shelter for mine??? Thank-you Michael and Rachel ... you are my blessings and when the days when I questioned whether home-schooling was right ... or any other path that YHVH led me on was right ...all I have to do is  look at the young adults you now are and I stand in awe before the throne of my God and King and weep for His great love and mercy toward me!! I love you guys!!
 I love You my Abba, my God .... my heart .. my evey-thing is yours ... but You already know this.
The cisterns that I have always hewn out for myself can no longer satisfy .. for I have now tasted the living water!!

I want to thank all of my internet friends and sisters .. your encouragement and prayers mean the world to me! I appreciate each and every one of you!!

Blessings and His Shalom


Wednesday, January 26, 2011

Kosher and Halal foods Not the Same




This is the second video report that I have watched today regarding this issue.


I find it extremely interesting ... and am wondering what you think? When YHVH first revealed His eating laws to us as a family, this issue of halaal meat was really a concern for me, as we do live in an area where most of the supermarkets and meat markets cater for the muslim population. Being very new to the ways of YHVH and his Torah I had still not learned about the seriousness of eating anything offered up or sacrificed to Idols. I did inquire of various people for their advice and was told that it really was not a concern and I should not worry ... well, I think I am now inclined to disagree with them. I think that this is something that as the people of YHVH we should look into and gain an understanding of so that we can once again allow His Name to be sanctified within us. Are His people not ‘destroyed for a lack of knowledge’?

The thing is there are so very many products that are halaal on the supermarket shelves and it is not an issue only concerning the meat we eat. How does one work around this?

I would really love to hear your thoughts on this subject .. so please don’t be shy!! Leave a comment!



With much Blessing

Shalom

 

Saturday, January 22, 2011

Israel is The Dividing Line



It has taken me a couple of weeks to get my faculties together in order to write this post. Yes ... the filing system is quite deep :o) I tend to have to really chew on and work through (which includes much prayer) something first (step number one), then I either have to talk or write about it (step number two). I have decided that today would be a good day to write about it and to finally be able to file this topic and start chewing on the next one! I am pretty sure that this topic will re-surface again ... but hopefully the next time I will be a little stronger and more assured in this area ... Hellelu-YAH!!


About a month ago I was confronted with a lady verbally assaulting me for no other reason than for who she thought me to be. I have often been mistaken for being Jewish (I guess the head-covering and modest dress are the two main reasons why) ... but this time it was with pure hatred :o( This was the first time that I have ever encountered something like this, and at first it really shook me. At first I was confused ... ‘Is she talking to me?’ ... then I wondered ‘Why?’ ... and then the penny finally dropped ... ‘She thinks that I am Jewish!’... then I found myself becoming angry (at this point though, she was already gone) . I learned many valuable lessons that day, one of which is that reading and learning about anti-semitism (the holocaust etc) is one thing, actually physically and spiritually encountering the hatred that spurns these atrocities is quite another! Over the last month I have found myself revisiting all the changes that have taken place in my life over the last two years ... as we all know, Torah has a way of changing you!! I have had to ask myself really tough questions ... let’s face it, having a head knowledge on persecution and actually going through it are once again polar opposites! Before my journey in Torah Observance began, I didn’t look very different from the world that I live in, maybe if I am honest I didn’t behave that much differently either! Now how-ever ... I not only behave very differently, I also look very different. My very existence and all that I do is now determined by the fact that I now belong to another kingdom ... not of this world. After some analysing I have found that my faith (before TO) was very compartmentalised, I had church and such on Sunday and well ... these things didn’t really feature much in the rest of my week. Torah (Praise YAH) has a way of changing all of that ... so to answer one of those tough questions I found myself asking ‘Can I ever turn away from what YAH has called me to ... can I stop looking different and being so very different – walking in His ways - , even if I find myself being afraid?’. The answer by His grace is no, for I now find that my faith is no longer something that I believe ... instead it is who I have become.

Any-one who reads my blog will know that I have a heart and a love for Israel that I believe only YAH could give to us. Does this however mean that I think I am now Jewish ... no. Does this mean that I want to become Jewish ... no, for the very reason that we are from the nations grafted into the Israel of YAH proves His faithfulness!! Did He not promise that He Himself will cause ALL the families of the earth to be blessed through Avraham?

Galatians 3 v 14 ‘That the blessing of Avraham might come to the gentiles through Yeshua the Mashiach, that we might receive the promise of the spirit through faith...’

I believe that Israel is and will prove to be the dividing line in these last days. What the church has moved so far away from is the fact that apart from Israel there is no covenant.

Jer 31 v 33 ‘ But this shall be the covenant that I will make with the house of ISRAEL, after those days, saith the Lord, I will put my law in their inward parts, and write it in their hearts, and will be their God, and they shall be my people.’

Amos 3 v 2 ‘You only have I known of all the families of the earth ... ‘

The truth is that in order to partake of the covenant of salvation we must become part of the covenant family of YAH (Just to clarify - I am not talking about conversion). There are many who would disagree with me ... but I challenge any-one to prove otherwise from the word of YAH. I believe that we can learn much from the account of Naomi, Orpah and Ruth ... Orpah turned back ... but Ruth remained with Naomi, and both of them returned to the land and God of Israel ... both of them had to leave the pagan fields of Moab.

Ruth 2 v 11 – 12 ‘ ... and thou dost leave thy father, and thy mother, and the land of thy birth, and dost come in unto a people which thou hast not known heretofore, YHVH doth recompense thy work, and thy reward is complete from YHVH God of Israel, under whose wings thou hast come to take refuge,’

So in conclusion ... those who hate Israel (in my opinion) cannot love the Saviour, King and God of Israel. Yes I may not be Jewish by birth ... but I am now part of the common wealth of Israel (through YAH’s grace) my life and ways are all governed by the Torah of YAH. This means that I do look Jewish and my ways appear to be Jewish ... and yes, I will continue to stand alongside and with the people of Israel ... for just like Ruth I will not and cannot turn back ... for my heart you see ... is of Israel!

I pray all of YAH’s richest blessings over each one of you and your homes this Shabbat ... I pray that just like Ruth ... YAH through His grace will cause us to pursue Him with all of our hearts and with all of our strength, that the Shalom of YHVH the God of Israel will rest upon each one of us ... the redeemed of Israel!!

I would like to add a link to becky’s blog I Couldn't Believe It... she has also had a run in with anti-semetism. I think you will find her heart and strength encouraging.



Blessings and Shalom

 
 

Friday, January 14, 2011

A Declaration of the Heart




“And you have placed these my words on your heart, and on your soul, and have bound them for a sign on your hand, and they have been for frontlets between your eyes, and you have taught them to your children, by speaking of them in your sitting in your house, and in your going in the way, and in your lying down, and in your rising up ...” Devarim (Deut) 11 v 18 – 19




Prior to my learning to walk in Torah Observance ... this was just another verse in the ‘Old Testament’ that was beautiful but sadly had no relevance to me or how I lived my life. I am so very glad to say that by the grace of YHVH this has certainly and most definitely changed!

Now when I recite these words it is not only so that I can hear them and remind myself ... but more importantly that YHVH my King will hear this declaration from my heart, that He may know that my heart’s desire is to know and love Him above all else and to honour Him with my life. When I recite these ... His words ... my heart aches with a longing and desire I have never known before. Is this the desire that has defined the hearts and lives of our Jewish brothers and sisters for Millenia? I now understand and believe it to be so :o)

The Shema is not just an idle string of words (although to some they may be – just like they once were to me) but instead it is truly a declaration of the heart.

The Shema is often the very first words that a Jewish son or daughter will hear for the very first time. How often do our children hear these words? Are they being taught that YHVH is the beginning and end of all life, that their sole purpose for being is to love, honour, obey and worship Him?

I want to share this story and this video with you today ...

This is a story about the Ponevitcher Rav, Rabbi Yosef Kahaneman zt”l. Legend tells us that after the Holocaust, Rabbi Kahaneman was looking for Jewish children who were hidden away during the war and had survived. As some of the children were believed to have been tucked away in church orphanages, Rabbi Kahaneman went searching for them in these individual churches. He was granted permission to enter the children’s section, but was told there were no Jewish children to be found there. As he entered he began calling out “Shema Yisroel”. Instinctively many of the children raised their hands to cover their eyes and started calling out “Mama! ... Mama!”

Hallelu-Yah .... What an awesome God we serve!!

Blessings and Shalom!!

 

Thursday, January 13, 2011

Meet Joycelyn ... A Beautiful Woman of YHVH



I am so very blessed to be getting to know Joycelyn. Her gentleness of spirit and love and devotion to our heavenly Father has and I believe will continue to encourage me! Her testimony of her journey to becoming Torah Observant and this life lived out is truly inspiring. We'll never know the whole of a person by reading a snippet of their heart ... so I encourage you to get to know Joycelyn over at her blog  Joycelyn's Journey, she is a true and beautiful sister to have as a companion on this incredible journey!  :o)

Joycelyn's Story ;

I grew up in a strong Catholic family. I became a born again Christian in 2002.


I have been attending non- denominational, Bible based churches with my family since.

I have read scripture, studied, and sought out lessons from those with greater knowledge than me.

In the Spring of 2010 I began feeling the call to be more Torah Observant. I was not sure about this call and continued to pray and seek guidance on this calling... Sometimes it takes more than a whisper with me, I tend to need a 2X4 across the head from Ruach HaKodesh!  As I felt this calling continue, I continued to read, research and seek guidance. YHWH provides! He sent a Messianic Rabbi to the Christian church I attend to speak on Messiah in the Passover and also about the feasts in scripture (Deuteronomy 16). Only Yah could have provided this, no way could I ever have planned such an event!

In September of 2010, the call became so strong, I finally had to obey. I have been so blessed since! I have been wearing skirts and head-coverings since September, and have continued to pursue truth in the Word of G_d.  YHWH has provided so many friends on Facebook to help me in my walk and I continue to share with more and more friends along the way! He has also given me scripture when at times I question this path.

 We focused more on Hanukkah this year and less on Christmas. We also have begun celebrating Shabbat as a family. Yah has sent people my way to share resources with me in my own community and to grow on in His Narrow Path.

It is not an easy journey. Many of my family and friends have difficulty understanding my path. They are deceived that the laws of the Torah are obsolete, however, it is clear in Matthew 5:17
 “Don’t think that I have come to abolish the Torah or the Prophets. I have come not to abolish but to complete”.
 Yeshua fulfilled the law, not obliterated it. Yeshua and the apostles followed Torah in their practices. They read scripture, which was Torah and the Haftorah in their time. There were no Apostolic Scriptures at that time yet. Since I began walking the narrow path, following the call YHWH has given me.  I have been attacked more by the enemy, and have certainly had my share of struggles, however, I also am so blessed to receive so many clear confirmations I am on the path YAH wants for me.  I read scripture, speak with others, and hear in prayer things that make it clear I am where YHWH wants me to be.  I also have been so blessed by the obvious leading of Yah to so many wonderful people on the internet and locally since following the narrow path.  I never could have imagined so many people who would come into my life and fellowship with me.  I am immensely blessed!

I will continue to follow Torah as YHWH calls me. Do not mistake what I am saying.

We are saved strictly by Grace through Faith in Yeshua HaMashiach.

He died and rose again to defeat sin and death. If we just give our lives to Him- we are His!

However, because we are saved by His amazing love and grace, I want to obey him and follow his commands!

Blessings and Love in Messiah HaMashiach!

Joycelyn

PS: I want to add a huge thanks to the Dixon Family Ministries who have been so wonderful in sharing with me and leading me to other resources for my walk http://dixonhomestead.com/
 
 
 
Thank you so much for sharing with us Joycelyn!!
May YHVH continue to keep and guide you with His Shalom as you place your feet where He leads ....
 
Blessings!
 
 

Sunday, January 9, 2011

His Hallowed Name Revealed Again






Ok - so I finished this amazing book!
This book is a must read for any-one interested in the beautiful Name of YHVH! Mr Johnsons joy in YHVH and his love for YHVH is absolutely contagious :o)
The question this book poses and does a good job of answering is ... 'What is the name of our Heavenly Father that is to be hallowed?'. Mr Johnson puts forth an engaging and challenging work filled with an enormous amount of textual evidence ( that one can research into for oneself ), this evidence includes a short journey into the Hebrew language and rules of grammar.
I have been challenged and enormously blessed to have read this book ... my intimacy with my King has grown and I feel as though I 'see' my very best friend in a re-newed light :o)
I would encourage all to read this book ... be prepared to be challenged to lay down what you think you already know and to start on a fresh and amazing journey!!
I definately give this book 5 stars.


Blessings and Shalom







Saturday, January 8, 2011

Monday, January 3, 2011

What Do You Think...?




I found this video very interesting.
I guess along with the debate of whether or not we should even say the Name  is the other of  the correct pronunciation of the Name YHVH.
I am currently reading the book 'His Hallowed Name Revealed Again' by Keith E. Johnson. I plan on doing a book review when I am done - YHVH willing  :o)
I am still learning (as we all are!) .... and have not come to a conclusion on the correct pronunciation as yet ...
What I do know is that YHVH does want us to know His name and to call on His name.
I would love to know what you  my readers think and would appreciate any insight you may have   :o)

Until then ....

Blessings and Shalom in the name of YHVH!!



Saturday, January 1, 2011

Greasy Grace


These scripture quotations seem quite long, but please read them in order to find the thread that binds them together :o)


Jeremiah 7:4-15 'Do not trust in lying words, saing, The temple of the Lord, The temple of the Lord, The temple of the Lord are these. For if you thoroughly amend your ways and your doings, if you completely do judgment between a man and his neighbour, if you do not oppress the stranger, the fatherless, and the widow, and do not shed innocent blood in this place, nor walk after other gods to your hurt, then I will cause you to dwell in this place, in the land that I gave to your fathers, forever and ever. Behold, you trust in lying words that cannot do any good. Will you steal, murder, and commit adultery, and swear falsely, and burn incense to Baal, and walk after other gods whom you do not know, and then come and stand before Me in this house which is called by My name, and say, we are delivered to do all these abominations? Has this house, which is called by My name, become a den of robbers in your eyes? Behold, I also have seen says the Lord. But go now to My place which was in Shiloh, where I set My name at the first, and see what I did to it for the wickedness of My people and speaking, but you did not hear, and I called you, but you did not answer, therefore I will do to this house, which is called by My name, in which you trust, and to the place which I gave to you and to your fathers, as I have done to Shiloh. And I will cast you out of My sight, as I have cast out all your brothers, the whole seed of Ephraim.'

2 Cor 6:16 ' And what agreement does a temple of God have with idols? For you are the temple of the living God as God has said," I will dwell in them and walk among them, and I will be their God, and they shall be My people".'

1 Cor 3:16-18  'Do you not know that you are a temple of God and that the Spirit of God dwells in you? If any-one defiles the temple of God, God shall destroy him. For the temple of God is holy, which you are. Let no one deceive himself.'


What exactly is grace?
This is a question I have really had to ask myself. More-so over the last two years (since my journey in Torah began) than at any other time in my life. Grace ... as I understood it .. was a fairly easy concept to grasp. Yeshua died for me, He took all my sin upon Himself and I now stood before YHVH guilt-free! Not only guilt-free but free from the law (Torah) too! I was certainly in a much more privileged position than any Israelite in the Old Testament, further- more the Jews today as I was taught to see it, were still in bondage ... in bondage to an archaic system that at the end of the day could save no-one. A system that was legalistic and really just another form of enslavement. I on the other hand (along with every other christian) was a recipient of YHVH's grace ... and there was nothing more that I needed to do ... after all ... Yeshua did it all for me ... didn't He?? The law (Torah) along with the sacrificial system was now over and a different dispensation had begun (sound familiar to any-one).  :o)  ... mmmmm...
Praise Yah, I now find myself on the other side of this fence .. now truly a recipient of His grace! Needless to say ... my view is a little (well .. alot ) different and my heart has had a much needed overhaul. Things look alot different standing on this side and the grass is definately greener!  :o)
Is it grace that I find to be suddenly different ... or my eyes that have been resurrected and the scales graciously removed from? All of both I think. Looking back  ... I can now see all the hurt and destruction that erroneous teaching can and does cause, that YHVH's people are truly destroyed for a lack of knowledge. 
True Grace I have/am discovering is NOT giving licence to my flesh for sin, no matter how great or small with the safety net that 'I don't need to worry, Yeshua has done it all for me ... He will forgive me ... I am after all only human ... no longer under the law (Torah) but grace'.
Instead I am learning that true grace is having my eyes opened to the wonder and truth of His Torah. True grace is being given a new heart of flesh upon which His commandments and ways are engraved.
True grace is being given a heart that wants to Shema ... hear and obey.
True grace is knowing that He will catch me when I fall.
To those still on the other side of the fence this seems like legalism ... going back under the law ... or even worse .. 'Do I think I am now Jewish'? said in such a way as to imply that there couldn't possibly be a worse fate than this.  
Law (Torah) and grace have always gone hand in hand, the one cannot be withouth the other. The problem comes in when we do in fact try to seperate them. All of Torah without grace ... impossible. All of grace without Torah ... no purpose.
Greasy grace is a cheap counterfeit for the beauty of true grace...
I guess the question we should be asking ourselves then is ... 'Do I  want to settle for less than the very best that YHVH has for me ... to know and understand HIS grace?'.


Where the sun has already set .. I pray your Shabbat was filled with His Shalom!
Where the sun still shines .. may His grace shine ever brighter on each one of you!

Shabbat Shalom and Blessings!!