Friday, February 11, 2011

You shall make Holy Garments for your brother Aharon, for Honor and Beauty...




I wanted to share this beautifully written short article with you this Shabbat. Sometimes we need to take a step back and re-focus ... re-assess. This world has a way of lulling one to sleep, we can get so distracted by what it has to offer ... after all, what is on offer is so delightfully packaged, and sometimes our flesh just wants to be indulged. ‘Come on ... live a little!!’ ... ‘It’s harmless fun!!’ – these are just some of the ‘voices’ we may have to contend with. When we, however, allow ourselves to take that step back ... to allow YHVH to help us to re-focus. When our eyes are once again placed on Him alone ... this world and all it has to offer fades into the distance! Praise YAH!!




'We live in a virtual world. Via the internet we can travel in an instant from one "reality" to another. The film director James Cameron invested millions of dollars in developing cutting edge computer technology for the purpose of creating an illusion of three dimensions. The effect was so compelling that viewers in the theatre flinched in fear as characters and objects seem to fly out at them. "Reality" shows abound, which bear no resemblance to real reality. In fact, the modern world seems to be engaged in a vast retreat from reality, substituting true reality with virtual.


Actors can now be outfitted with special suits covered with electrodes, which, connected to a computer, can recreate a digital map of the actors every motion, upon which a virtual computer generated image of an imaginary being can be laid, creating an ever so realistic rendering of a non-existing entity. Time and space can be deconstructed and reconstructed in this virtual pixel-friendly world.


Hundreds of million dollars and some of today's very brightest minds are invested in creating an ever expanding virtual universe. But alas, the virtual worlds which are being woven before our very eyes every day, lack any real substance. And more to the point, the characters that inhabit them lack souls, and the masters of these universes are not G-d, but mortal man. These virtual worlds are no more real than the conjurings of the magicians of ancient Egypt. And its all being done in the name of profiting from what we moderns call "leisure time," a concept which itself seems to smack of paganity. Did G-d really create us mortal beings with a limited stay upon this earth so that we can while away our idle time in virtual frivolity?


Now try imagining a place where the reality is not virtual, but real, very real. This reality is so real, so true and so pure that it transcends our everyday reality and merges with the source and the light of all reality. This is the Holy Temple, a reality filled with the presence of G-d, emanating from the Holy of Holies, the most sacred spot on earth, spreading forth and reaching out, filling all the confines of the Holy Temple and its courtyards, into the holy city of Jerusalem, the sacred land of Israel and throughout the entire world. G-d's presence: in other words, reality. Real reality as G-d defines it. Not virtual reality as man imagines it.


The High Priest, the kohen gadol, is outfitted with a special garment, whose every detail is painstakingly described in Torah. The fibers of purple and blue and scarlet and gold, the ply of the threads, the weave of the fabric are all described for the finest dyers and spinners and weavers and outfitters to fashion. The twelve stones of the High Priest's breastplate and the two stones that are placed upon each shoulder are identified by Torah, for the finest jewelers and stone cutters and polishers to craft and to set in place. The tzitz, the solid gold crown which sits across the High Priest's forehead is detailed by Torah for the most highly skilled goldsmith to form and to fashion.


These priestly garments, every fiber and every flashing facet of every finely cut stone and gold chain and golden crown, upon which is engraved, "Holy to HaShem," the blue tunic and the linen pants all are plugged in and connected, not to a computer, but to G-d and also to man, every man. It is true that only the High Priest, wearer of the Priestly garments can enter the Holy of Holies, and that no other man other than he can enter. But the High Priest can only enter wearing his specially crafted garments, and that is because, not only do they express an unbreakable connection to G-d, but because they also express an impregnable bond to every man. Every fiber and every flashing facet of every finely cut stone and gold chain and golden crown, "Holy to HaShem," the blue tunic and the linen pants express and reflect every facet of our spiritual beings, our passions, our strengths and aspirations, our weaknesses and our faults. And wearing these garments of "honor and beauty," the High Priest stands before G-d in the Holy Temple in Jerusalem. He stands alone before G-d, but the garment belongs to all of us. Through the wearing of these garments we all enter the reality of the Holy Temple. This is the reality that G-d has enabled us to access. Real, not virtual, pure, not defiled. Where time isn't occupied by leisure, but every moment rings true. This is the reality that truly leaps out at us and that draws us in to the presence of G-d. And what a reality this is: the Holy Temple.'


- Article by The Temple Institute



May you and your family delight and rest deeply in the richest blessing of YHVH this Shabbat ... Himself.



Blessings and Shalom




Wednesday, February 9, 2011

Runner's Kick





Runner's Kick



I read this article with tears in my eyes ... and then I found the biggest grin spreading across my face!
Thank you YAH .. Praise you Almighty Elohim ... Creator of Heaven and Earth!!

I hope you will take the time to read this article .. it might just be the inspiration you need for today!
It was for me!!


Blessings!!



Tuesday, February 8, 2011

Broken Cisterns and The Living Water



I just wanted to send out a short post letting you all know that I am still here :o)
Many of my friends on Face Book already know that things are a little tough around here at the moment. I don't know where the path will lead that lies ahead ... I know that I am in the hands of YHVH my King, my Saviour ... I know that all things are possible.
My husband has been living away from home for almost 4 weeks now. The situation unfortunately is not just as simple as not getting along :o(  It is alot more serious ... the root being a division of faith. This division has always been there, it wasn't really felt so badly when I was in mainstream christianity but now ... the gulf has widened between us all that much more since I have been convicted and led of YHVH to know and walk in His ways ... His Torah.
I have never forced my convictions upon him ... and as far as possible I believe that I have tried to be a good wife. But I guess we all know that YHVH's Torah does divide and seperate and because of the changes inside of me .. there have been  changes in how I now choose to live ie Shabbat, eating clean, watching TV and generally joining in with the entertainment that the world offers. I realise that these changes have been incredibly hard for him .. but I also realise that he needs to be challenged too. There has been much hurt sown into my home and into the lives of my children due to him not serving YHVH .. choices and decisions that he has made that have directly affected each one of us and  there are alot of pieces that I have to now pick up and try to sort through.
I am seeking YHVH every second of the day .... for wisdom, understanding in what it is that I should do or say. Ultimately my husband sees Torah and my relationship with YHVH as his greatest competition :o( and wants me to go back to the way I was ... he misses me ... he wants me to be 'normal' again. Is this request even remotely possible to acquesce to? I have spent days ad naseum going around and around in my head .. asking questions ... trying to find the answers.
The only answer that I am sure of is this ... I have to love YHVH more ... even if the counsel of unsaved family and friends threatens to send my lifeboat capsizing! I have been insulted  by those closest to me and I have had the enemies words shot at me like flaming arrows that have sometimes found their mark and left me tending to wounds for a couple of days. There are days that the light seems to have been switched off and I simply cannot see :o( But in all of this I have known and felt the love of the Father tangibly. I have felt His arms wrap around me and lift me to my feet again. I cannot turn back but I pray and hope that my husband will ... through YHVH's grace ... join me on this beautiful life-giving journey. I pray that his heart will be circumsised and the chaos and desctruction will finally give way to Shalom in my home. Until then I must be strong in Him, I must hold my head up high as the daughter of the most High Elohim and I must remember that the battle is His and not mine (even though it feels otherwise most days!).
I would really like to thank with all of my heart and soul my Abba .. who has been so very gracious to me in giving and blessing me with the children that he has. They have and continue to be the instruments of YHVH's love and grace toward me. My daughter Rachel has been a pillar of strength and has demonstrated wisdom beyond her years. I am often in awe of her heart and desire to serve and know YHVH ... she has had to help and steady mom on some days (most actually!) and is truly a young woman of YHVH. She is truly an example of a life surrendered and she is truly one of YHVH's masterpieces ... He is so very proud of her, the reason I know this is because ...I am!!
My beautiful son Michael ... wow!! When did he stop being my little boy and become a young man of integrity and strength??? When did my arms stop being the arms of refuge for his hurts and his arms become a shelter for mine??? Thank-you Michael and Rachel ... you are my blessings and when the days when I questioned whether home-schooling was right ... or any other path that YHVH led me on was right ...all I have to do is  look at the young adults you now are and I stand in awe before the throne of my God and King and weep for His great love and mercy toward me!! I love you guys!!
 I love You my Abba, my God .... my heart .. my evey-thing is yours ... but You already know this.
The cisterns that I have always hewn out for myself can no longer satisfy .. for I have now tasted the living water!!

I want to thank all of my internet friends and sisters .. your encouragement and prayers mean the world to me! I appreciate each and every one of you!!

Blessings and His Shalom